Imagine it …. you have to do it! You have to open the door. You don’t have an option. You can feel your stomach trembling. Your guts are moving trying to reach your back bone. Your breathing is actually quick gasps for air. You are shaking inside but you know not to shake outside. “Think good thoughts” you say to yourself as you put the key in the lock. But no you wish you would be struck down in the moment dead… but … no such luck.. you are more frightened than you can express. You are afraid of the feeling of fear as well as what’s going to happen when you go thru that door… you are a child, age 7, coming home from school… entering the house you live in knowing you are going to be beat for the next hour…. just because she can…