I grew up with abuse. The kind that shatters your soul and scares your spirit into a deep dark place. You survive, but you are broken and hurt. Your spirit is destroyed and your brain is altered. You are no longer who you were born as. You have been molded into a damaged, dark and…… Continue reading PTSD and God
She sat down on the sofa, a tissue in her hand. We’ve been friends for years. The kind that don’t catch up often but when we do we go hard. Hours of truth and baring of the soul conversations. This was gonna be one of those. I could tell by her demeanor: calm, but her…… Continue reading Best friend
Communication and devices we have used has changed over the last 40 years. From handwritten letters mailed to each other, to phones connected to the wall outlet, to cell phones the size of a book bag, to cell phones small enough to fit in your pocket and are with you 24 hrs a day. In…… Continue reading What kind of emoji day are you having?
Get out of my own way Negative thoughts took up residency and they stayed Paying no rent Just keeping me bent Im in my head fighting for today Trying to keep history away Living for now, is a struggle I endure For the pain I survived, changed my demure I’m here in this moment, in…… Continue reading Get out of my head…
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I had no choice but to LOVE music! Growing up in a household where survival was the name of the game and fantasy was better than reality, music is what saved me. I learned early in life, that reality was tough, so I developed my own private world thru music. Some where between the disassociation…… Continue reading Music … I had no choice but to love it