Wednesday, August 10, 2011
“I won’t let you sacrifice yourself”
That’s what was said…
“What do you mean?” I ask
It is explained….
As a child you were taught to give ALL of you away …. You HAD to give … PUNISHED if you didn’t extract EVERYTHING and hand it over…
when that was gone….
You were EXPECTED to …
extract more….
Stop!
“You don’t have to do that anymore “
Breathe in deeply… take it in…
Stop!
“I won’t let you sacrifice yourself”
Breathe in deeply…. Feel it…
I am seen
Someone sees me
My soul was acknowledged in that moment…
It hurt….
I cried….
I sobbed….
Like taking my first breath of air as an infant
In that moment…. I was born…….Again
Thank You BH